My Transition plan, take #1

A train of uneventful weeks has seemed to enter my life. It seems that week after week nothing seems to change. This more than likely could be a result of my incompetence to actually do something. Just the other day my father said i have to stack my own wood pile, He said i can do it any way i want, whatever way fits with you, he said. My high school days are numbered, my life is in my hands and they only thing that i think of is money. Money disgusts me, people will go to extremes to get their hands on it. Coincidentally the other day i was walking past an ATM, someone forgot to exit their account, i had thousands of dollars unconditionally. A spit decision in my head reacted and i gave the bank card to the attendant lady at the business. Besides that fact that i dont have enough money to support my self after i leave my cozy house, i have decided to move to alberta, work in the oil sands and get ridiculously rich. I have twenty years to get a degree in something and push papers for a good pension and retire on a sick lump of money in my Palm Springs retreat. Life is so sweet.

I am ...

I think having an alter-ego is probably one of the coolest disorder ever to have. Just think of Stanley Ipkiss from Chuck Russell's The Mask. Or Dr. Jekyll from Jules Verne's novel, lives a mischievous life as a part time maniac . The alter-ego would be a very compatible tool for any overcrowded person.

Need a vacation? Did you "forget" to pay last months rent? Maybe its a crazy ex, whatever it is, an alter-ego can help to escape from it all. The freedom that an alter-ego holds is quite substantial and it could aid in your trial case(unless you are proclaimed clinically insane).

Maybe you never thought you had enough time to live. Once you obtain a alter-ego you are basically guaranteed a double life! With this in mind, understand that an alter-ego may pose difficulties or possibly risks.

But there is still the cherry! For most of the privileged individuals, an alter-ego may provide you with a life in which you have no memory or control over! Ever wanted to beat up that high school bully, maybe you've been to chicken to ask out that cutie who catches your eye, now its your turn to win. Alter-ego's are the best thing anyone could ask for!

Class of 2009

Three months. Three months until i receive my graduation certificate. i am super stoked, I've probably waited for this day since my sister and brother were approaching this situation. the dead isolation of this receding town basically churns my stomach into what seems a nightmare. Despite my dire need to leave, i am conflicted by the grinding halt which is resulted from my undiscovered calling.

Surrounding pressures from friends and family are seldom appreciated. Just the other day my father and i were conversing. Basically he said to that discover what you love in life, hone it down to whats you are good at, and above all else, don't force your self into a life style in which i am not happy with. I appreciate the advice, however i am sill plagued by this standstill.

I am not completely oblivious to my situation. The fact that I have not yet accepted a "lifestyle" in which i am compelled to pursue is difficult. I don't want to go to post-secondary to "find myself". I do not wish to become a middle aged man slow sinking in to chronic depression as I slowly bald in an office cubicle flipping through files.

My life is changing, for once i have a input which matters. The fact inwhich I still have many more years to mature is comforting. The end of highschool does not frighten me, this is a change in which all adolecents must conquer. Basically I am on the verge of having to run my own show. No one is going to wake me up in the morning or make my lunches. This is no time to pretend, this sh*t is fo sho!

my encounters with the petro-can owner

my life has seen many twists and turns to date. However, recently i have come to know and dislike (with a passion) the owner of the clinton petro-can. this broken relationship dates back to the days which i was a loyal employee. through man arguments and heated discussions i decided to quit bt eacause (in my eyes) the owner was a selfish dictator. On a lighter note, my younger brother rented one of their movies, ratatoullie*. Because he is not aware of "the late movie consequence" watched i repeatly far past the return date. So one day i was at his store during the evening with my buddy and he confronts me about it, i resoned telling him i was staying at my fathers so he would have to take it up with my mother. Later on in the week, during my lunch hour, i was in his store buying treats. i guess you could say i was intoxicated from an alien substance at this time and i was not in the mood to be yelled at over a late movie. so i tweeked on him saying i do not plan my day around returning his movie and i am a busy person. then i apologize for any inconvenience and exit leave the store. I have not been back there since , i suppose you could say i am boycotting his store. Coincidently, my friend has a ate movie and the owner is not so happy with him either.

my personal goals for semester 2 DSS!!

basically, i am enroled in 4 courses inwhich i plan to graduate after completion, im taking PE 12 outdoor rec/ shop, obviously writing and im tackling physics solo. aside from the courses, im trying to narrow down my post secondary choices and make a decision, turns out there's a f*ck of alot of courses to choose from!!